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We're not as sad as Dostoevsky; We're not as smart as Mark Twain
We're only lucid when we're producing flicks
{/authors --
Onigiri is ...
a bit narcissistic; slightly nihilistic; a lot absurd; very much grotesque.
Onigiri loves ...
calvin and hobbes; booze; ciggies; death; kool-aid; carebears; gloomy bear; mod boys; mural paintings; ikea; sergeant keroro; get backers; samurai deeper kyo; daddy; experimental; existentialism; intelligence; indiepop; indiefolk; beatniks; autumn; popsicles; rain; solitude; sarah records; scotland; scottish accent; stars; strawberries; svenska killar; svenskpop; sweden; synthpop; twee pop; vivian leigh; weed; bernardo bertolucci; takeshi kitano; François Truffaut; gregg araki; stanley kubrick; gus van sant; orson welles; kim ki-duk; camus; sartre; dostoevsky; huxley; burroughs; burgess; nietzsche; kafka; welsh; hesse; wilde; roald dahl; astrid lindgren; judy blume
Onigiri's guilty pleasure is ... K-pop
Dorayaki is ...
individualistic, friendly yet unfriendly, loving yet unloving, true to herself, hating hypocrites and suckers; cockroaches
Dorayaki loves ...
life; originality; realness; random stuff; kamen rider; wang lee hom; christian bale; alt. music; switchfoot; capturedart production; electric guitars; dulcolax; vertigo; alfred hitchcock; jerry bruckheimer; nicholas sparks, porridge, peteralexander
Dorayaki's guilty pleasure is ... asian dramas
We Love ...
photography; art films; independent cinema; foreign films
producing clips/shows/movies/tvc; organizing events
We'll leave them to do what they want.
We'll go and play with words and pictures
nek... where are you...
don't abandon oniyaki hu hu huuuu...
hmmm
arghh.. it's getting worse my insomnia...
i really want to get my life on track once again
thank God for 4 church services...
i was able to catch 1 service out of four. I wasn't able to get up early this morning, since i only get 1/2 hour sleep before i could get ready. there you go.. i missed it again, so as last week...
...
things got me worried... my visa...
i promise next term i will fulfill my duties as student, go to school, study, and kick some homework... just please let met get my renewal T_T
i need to kick some assess too... >.< in terms of going somewhere, do something, exercise arghhh.. i need to get in shape >.<
who can get me kick some butts??!??!?!!?
ahhh these couple of days drove me mad mad mad...
i don't know where to start
i only want to say....
i want to bulldoze GTV crews...
and i was caught in the excitement for nothing,
now that i was unlucky enough to slipped and fell down at night.
now my bone is all aching
dang it...
my hand may feet it's so uncomfy..
next time,
i learn to do handle things in coolness....
everyone has their own various bad habits.
picking the nose, biting the nails, pulling the hair, smoking (that if you consider smoking as a bad habit - which i dont) etc etc.
And as for my bad habit.. Well, i love to pick on my ears, digging the both ear canals like a possessed woman. Last year, i left the cotton from the cotton swab inside of my right ear. I had to go to the doctor to get the thing out of my ear. Did it stop me from shoving things into my ears ? hell, no.
Being a wayward one, i refused to pay attention to my doctor's advice [which was : stop picking your ears ! you have different ear canal than others, if you pick your ears carelessly, you'll damage your eardrums !]. Pfft..little does the doctor know that i found my consolation in "ear cleaning".
However, little did i know that my efforts of "ear cleaning" would lead me into the dark pit of agony..
Last Friday, my left ear was itching badly. I stuck my sweet little finger into the ear canal and scratched it until i felt a tinge of pain which finally stopped me from doing it. On saturday, i started to feel the throbbing pain inside of my left ear and the pain was getting worst on sunday. I had to pop some painkillers to ease the pain in the ear. I finally decided to go to see my doctor again on Monday. And when i woke up on monday morning, i felt a slight pain inside of my right ear. Oh shit, i thought. Pause and rewind.. did i pick on my right earr on friday ? yes i did. Saturday ? yes i did. Sunday ? yes i did. doh!
when i finally got examined by my doctor, he said that my bad habit has injured both of my ear canals. And the result of the injuries is abscesses in both of my ears. yuck. one abscess in the left ear and one abscess in the right ear. My doctor, being sarcastic as he always is, told me to enjoy the pain i have caused by myself. He did tell me again to stop sticking stuff inside my ears and this time i am surely going to follow his words.
Yes, the pain was terrible.
I can't really eat, because it's hard for me to chew the food.
I can't have a proper sleep because i usually sleep sideways but thanks to the abscesses, i cant do it anymore until i get better.
But there's another thing which hurts me more than the physical pain, which is the outrageous bills of the doctor and the medicine >.<
im pretty much sure that after this, i am going to stop pickin my ears...
or maybe not... but i'll remind myself of the bills, that will make me stop..
-onigiri-
shit, Jordan still has the power to make me happy in the face and in the pants.
I didnt get the chance to sleep with him back in 1992 cos i was only umm 12 ?? underage indeed. hell, i didnt even have my puberty back then. Anyhow, now i'm all mature, experienced and all that jazz, he and i will be both legal to do naughty things together. see, i told you God is always fair to those who have faith in Him hahahaha.
It's been a few years and I can't deny
The thought of you still makes me crazy
-onigiri-
sometimes i wake up in the morning and i know + feel that everything is going to be just fine. However, we all know that the biggest problem of this optimism or faith or whatever is the fact that i am living my so-called life like a fuckin lottery or gambling. whatsofuckinever. And i assume we all know that with lotteries or gambling, there's always a very good chance that you're going to lose. And that's, my friends, not pessimism. That is something i would call as reality.
I promise that tomorrow, I'm going to be more optimistic.
ps : damn the throbbing pain in my ear. i think i have an ear infection. yuck.
p.ps : the new semester of korean course starts tomorrow. i am not excited..
-onigiri-
doing nothing today,
did some tremendous things yesterday, such as walking for hours without stoping
did enjoy my time with karen, so sad that she's leaving on sunday
did throw the rubbish (finally)
did change bed sheet (finally)
and sleep in the morning again, in the mood of holiday
received some disappointing news
i still in disbelieve
how could he deceived the world for 2 years without anyone knowing
start to questioning the discernment of the churches
but then,
People can be anointed, talented, and famous
but if they did not maintain that relationship with God,
he would certainly fall...
but i don't understand Y was he lying, and playing with his own life.
The higher people climb the ladder, the bigger the wind is gonna get you, it might be nice, and cool, but if we don't climb in the right and strong ladder, and if you let you your hand out of that ladder, you will certainly fall...
outward attitude does not always represent the inward heart and humility.
but i'm just in shock how the leaders missed to discern this...
also,
Even how hard a person falls, God still loves him, and what God has given to us it, He is not going to take it back, I think that is Y even he was lying, He still have God's anointing and still writing for God...
ooo GOd please give me a clear and a sound mind,
always bring humility into my heart, let only You will be glorify...
-dorayaki-
Finally I reveal myself when i was in d peak of my fatness...
and finally put up some of my studiowork..
arghhh... first time ever >.<
by: dorayaki
today was a bit crazy i think
i bought hella lots of stuff
got some new inspirations
FINALLY reformat my powerbabi
ahhhhhhh so happy...
my babi looks different now...
wahhhhhhh
then,
there was a miracle
my camera out of nowhere is working again...
walking all day :D
btw, miss onigiri... i didn't go online yesterday
i was sleeping over unintended though
this weekend was a loooooong one
did a lot of stuff quite effective though
today was quite busy.
we were dancing like frantic monkeys, totally clueless of the moves.
the new girl was a bit stiff and she couldn't really make a wave, however, we're on speed we have no time to complain. we just need to move forward and make it better.
i'm sure she'll get the feeling when the time comes. Although she might not getting the mood yet, it was cute seeing her doing all the moves. we had fun today.
tomorrow we're gonna be more busy. panic at the disco has already in Jakarta. I'm breathing the same air as Mr. Urie *sigh*
i just have to see him..
PS : Dorayaki, sorry i can not come on MSN tonight. I'm worn out and i need some beauty sleep. The manager is going to call me at 7 am tomorrow. Practice at 10 am. boooo..
-onigiri-
so much of an effort.
striving to stay alive
trying to change old habits
hoping to make new achievements
but...
it's when reality strucks
you know how hard it is to accomplish your mission...
then
don't ever give up
even
hardships come
your goal is not yet achieved
keep on trying
so
it shall come to pass that you will go through it
written by: dorayaki
Pointing yourself out is the quickest and most efficient way to up the wattage of limelights. If you wait for other people to point you out, you may find that you are generally un-point-out-able and may very well be no one in particulars, in less than desirable gathering places like coin laundromats and church basements. I, however, am well versed on the subject of me and can speak at length about it with many words and much confidence. Unlike a lot of people who talk at length about themselves, i am a very interesting topic. If people think i am full of myself, it's only because i can't bear to throw any of me away. It's taken a long time to gather it all up, and i have no outside of me luggage space. I hope you enjoy me, for i know i do at times. I may sound selfish, but remember... the only difference between selfish and selfless is several letters.
ps : yes, that's a joke.
-onigiri-
I finally went to 100% entertainment recording...
After so long i've been wanting to go, it's just that i don't know how to go and schedule n etc, i finally embarked on a journey with my newly found friend from states, we went into an unknown journey, which turned out to be bittersweet journey.
I was happy the fact that i went into a studio one more time, reminicing the old times i used to have. I used to have a lot of fun during recording a show. Another reason that made me happy that day, the fact that I see xiao zhu and xiao gui goofing around, lift off a lot of heavy burden, lonely feeling, feeling depressed i had since i settled here. For a loooong time, i could laugh so freely just by watching how stupido they act. Seeing nan quan mama doing their live, makes me respect lara more. She's actually a nice gal, and she trully have a good voice... once she opened her mouth, the usual voices that the 3 guys had just turned into a special song with a beautiful voice.
1st recording was Bang Bang Tang, they were pretty boring i guess... just watching some tapes and that's all...
2nd recording was Nan Quan Mama, they were ok, coz they sing a lot of live songs...
3rd recording was the most fun out of the 3. It was Vanness... Hahahahah bite me! i used to like him... hahhahah so yeah it was kinda suprising when i knew he'd be the 3rd guess... i was like 0_o... i have to watch this... He was so much fun, they played a lot of games, and he was funny too... not to mention when he played games with xiao zhu...
xiao zhu did say a couple of english words...... hahahaah which makes me lauff so hard... "engelish guuud" hahahahah.
A bit about xiao zhu, i found out that he's an introvert guy compared to him in tv. I could understand him, it's the demand of the show to act as fools, and he's a very very busy guy, he had to save his energy to become fool in the show, thus. he's very reserved... i applaud him for his hardworks, and yes he deserved it...
on the other hand, i was a lil' bit drawn to xiao gui... yes! i know he's cute and fool as well, but dunno when i see him in real life, he's friendly heheheheeh :D :D :D... i have no word to describe him, gotta see it for yourself.
what made me pissed that day, was the way the crew act. Maybe it's embed in the people here, that they acted so rude, so annoying, not even a glimpse of friendliness. I think they need to see how we do our broadcast back home... they make me really want to break them into pieces... afterall i used to work in tv station, did a lot of thigs that the did too.. i'm majoring in media... bloody heck.........~`~~~~~~~ I hate taiwan service... they're so full of themselves, and no act of warmess at all... plus i broke my camera that day, and i have to quote to sony soon... coz' i need it... dang~~~~~~~~
the people here need to be educated on SERVICE~~~~~~~~
written by: dorayaki
We'll go and play with words and pictures
{/ --
Sunday, August 31, 2008 ( 7:56 PM )
nek... where are you...
don't abandon oniyaki hu hu huuuu...
hmmm
arghh.. it's getting worse my insomnia...
i really want to get my life on track once again
thank God for 4 church services...
i was able to catch 1 service out of four. I wasn't able to get up early this morning, since i only get 1/2 hour sleep before i could get ready. there you go.. i missed it again, so as last week...
...
things got me worried... my visa...
i promise next term i will fulfill my duties as student, go to school, study, and kick some homework... just please let met get my renewal T_T
i need to kick some assess too... >.< in terms of going somewhere, do something, exercise arghhh.. i need to get in shape >.<
who can get me kick some butts??!??!?!!?
{/ --
Thursday, August 28, 2008 ( 5:05 AM )
ahhh these couple of days drove me mad mad mad...
i don't know where to start
i only want to say....
i want to bulldoze GTV crews...
and i was caught in the excitement for nothing,
now that i was unlucky enough to slipped and fell down at night.
now my bone is all aching
dang it...
my hand may feet it's so uncomfy..
next time,
i learn to do handle things in coolness....
{/ --
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 ( 4:46 PM )
everyone has their own various bad habits.
picking the nose, biting the nails, pulling the hair, smoking (that if you consider smoking as a bad habit - which i dont) etc etc.
And as for my bad habit.. Well, i love to pick on my ears, digging the both ear canals like a possessed woman. Last year, i left the cotton from the cotton swab inside of my right ear. I had to go to the doctor to get the thing out of my ear. Did it stop me from shoving things into my ears ? hell, no.
Being a wayward one, i refused to pay attention to my doctor's advice [which was : stop picking your ears ! you have different ear canal than others, if you pick your ears carelessly, you'll damage your eardrums !]. Pfft..little does the doctor know that i found my consolation in "ear cleaning".
However, little did i know that my efforts of "ear cleaning" would lead me into the dark pit of agony..
Last Friday, my left ear was itching badly. I stuck my sweet little finger into the ear canal and scratched it until i felt a tinge of pain which finally stopped me from doing it. On saturday, i started to feel the throbbing pain inside of my left ear and the pain was getting worst on sunday. I had to pop some painkillers to ease the pain in the ear. I finally decided to go to see my doctor again on Monday. And when i woke up on monday morning, i felt a slight pain inside of my right ear. Oh shit, i thought. Pause and rewind.. did i pick on my right earr on friday ? yes i did. Saturday ? yes i did. Sunday ? yes i did. doh!
when i finally got examined by my doctor, he said that my bad habit has injured both of my ear canals. And the result of the injuries is abscesses in both of my ears. yuck. one abscess in the left ear and one abscess in the right ear. My doctor, being sarcastic as he always is, told me to enjoy the pain i have caused by myself. He did tell me again to stop sticking stuff inside my ears and this time i am surely going to follow his words.
Yes, the pain was terrible.
I can't really eat, because it's hard for me to chew the food.
I can't have a proper sleep because i usually sleep sideways but thanks to the abscesses, i cant do it anymore until i get better.
But there's another thing which hurts me more than the physical pain, which is the outrageous bills of the doctor and the medicine >.<
im pretty much sure that after this, i am going to stop pickin my ears...
or maybe not... but i'll remind myself of the bills, that will make me stop..
-onigiri-
{/ --
Sunday, August 24, 2008 ( 1:39 AM )
shit, Jordan still has the power to make me happy in the face and in the pants.
I didnt get the chance to sleep with him back in 1992 cos i was only umm 12 ?? underage indeed. hell, i didnt even have my puberty back then. Anyhow, now i'm all mature, experienced and all that jazz, he and i will be both legal to do naughty things together. see, i told you God is always fair to those who have faith in Him hahahaha.
It's been a few years and I can't deny
The thought of you still makes me crazy
-onigiri-
{/ --
Saturday, August 23, 2008 ( 12:54 AM )
sometimes i wake up in the morning and i know + feel that everything is going to be just fine. However, we all know that the biggest problem of this optimism or faith or whatever is the fact that i am living my so-called life like a fuckin lottery or gambling. whatsofuckinever. And i assume we all know that with lotteries or gambling, there's always a very good chance that you're going to lose. And that's, my friends, not pessimism. That is something i would call as reality.
I promise that tomorrow, I'm going to be more optimistic.
ps : damn the throbbing pain in my ear. i think i have an ear infection. yuck.
p.ps : the new semester of korean course starts tomorrow. i am not excited..
-onigiri-
{/ --
Friday, August 22, 2008 ( 3:54 PM )
doing nothing today,
did some tremendous things yesterday, such as walking for hours without stoping
did enjoy my time with karen, so sad that she's leaving on sunday
did throw the rubbish (finally)
did change bed sheet (finally)
and sleep in the morning again, in the mood of holiday
received some disappointing news
i still in disbelieve
how could he deceived the world for 2 years without anyone knowing
start to questioning the discernment of the churches
but then,
People can be anointed, talented, and famous
but if they did not maintain that relationship with God,
he would certainly fall...
but i don't understand Y was he lying, and playing with his own life.
The higher people climb the ladder, the bigger the wind is gonna get you, it might be nice, and cool, but if we don't climb in the right and strong ladder, and if you let you your hand out of that ladder, you will certainly fall...
outward attitude does not always represent the inward heart and humility.
but i'm just in shock how the leaders missed to discern this...
also,
Even how hard a person falls, God still loves him, and what God has given to us it, He is not going to take it back, I think that is Y even he was lying, He still have God's anointing and still writing for God...
ooo GOd please give me a clear and a sound mind,
always bring humility into my heart, let only You will be glorify...
-dorayaki-
{/ --
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ( 1:42 AM )
Finally I reveal myself when i was in d peak of my fatness...
and finally put up some of my studiowork..
arghhh... first time ever >.<
by: dorayaki
{/ --
Sunday, August 17, 2008 ( 10:37 PM )
today was a bit crazy i think
i bought hella lots of stuff
got some new inspirations
FINALLY reformat my powerbabi
ahhhhhhh so happy...
my babi looks different now...
wahhhhhhh
then,
there was a miracle
my camera out of nowhere is working again...
walking all day :D
btw, miss onigiri... i didn't go online yesterday
i was sleeping over unintended though
this weekend was a loooooong one
did a lot of stuff quite effective though
{/ --
Saturday, August 16, 2008 ( 1:21 AM )
today was quite busy.
we were dancing like frantic monkeys, totally clueless of the moves.
the new girl was a bit stiff and she couldn't really make a wave, however, we're on speed we have no time to complain. we just need to move forward and make it better.
i'm sure she'll get the feeling when the time comes. Although she might not getting the mood yet, it was cute seeing her doing all the moves. we had fun today.
tomorrow we're gonna be more busy. panic at the disco has already in Jakarta. I'm breathing the same air as Mr. Urie *sigh*
i just have to see him..
PS : Dorayaki, sorry i can not come on MSN tonight. I'm worn out and i need some beauty sleep. The manager is going to call me at 7 am tomorrow. Practice at 10 am. boooo..
-onigiri-
{/ --
Friday, August 15, 2008 ( 12:12 AM )
so much of an effort.
striving to stay alive
trying to change old habits
hoping to make new achievements
but...
it's when reality strucks
you know how hard it is to accomplish your mission...
then
don't ever give up
even
hardships come
your goal is not yet achieved
keep on trying
so
it shall come to pass that you will go through it
written by: dorayaki
{/ --
Thursday, August 14, 2008 ( 10:48 PM )
Pointing yourself out is the quickest and most efficient way to up the wattage of limelights. If you wait for other people to point you out, you may find that you are generally un-point-out-able and may very well be no one in particulars, in less than desirable gathering places like coin laundromats and church basements. I, however, am well versed on the subject of me and can speak at length about it with many words and much confidence. Unlike a lot of people who talk at length about themselves, i am a very interesting topic. If people think i am full of myself, it's only because i can't bear to throw any of me away. It's taken a long time to gather it all up, and i have no outside of me luggage space. I hope you enjoy me, for i know i do at times. I may sound selfish, but remember... the only difference between selfish and selfless is several letters.
ps : yes, that's a joke.
-onigiri-
{/ --
( 12:51 AM )
I finally went to 100% entertainment recording...
After so long i've been wanting to go, it's just that i don't know how to go and schedule n etc, i finally embarked on a journey with my newly found friend from states, we went into an unknown journey, which turned out to be bittersweet journey.
I was happy the fact that i went into a studio one more time, reminicing the old times i used to have. I used to have a lot of fun during recording a show. Another reason that made me happy that day, the fact that I see xiao zhu and xiao gui goofing around, lift off a lot of heavy burden, lonely feeling, feeling depressed i had since i settled here. For a loooong time, i could laugh so freely just by watching how stupido they act. Seeing nan quan mama doing their live, makes me respect lara more. She's actually a nice gal, and she trully have a good voice... once she opened her mouth, the usual voices that the 3 guys had just turned into a special song with a beautiful voice.
1st recording was Bang Bang Tang, they were pretty boring i guess... just watching some tapes and that's all...
2nd recording was Nan Quan Mama, they were ok, coz they sing a lot of live songs...
3rd recording was the most fun out of the 3. It was Vanness... Hahahahah bite me! i used to like him... hahhahah so yeah it was kinda suprising when i knew he'd be the 3rd guess... i was like 0_o... i have to watch this... He was so much fun, they played a lot of games, and he was funny too... not to mention when he played games with xiao zhu...
xiao zhu did say a couple of english words...... hahahaah which makes me lauff so hard... "engelish guuud" hahahahah.
A bit about xiao zhu, i found out that he's an introvert guy compared to him in tv. I could understand him, it's the demand of the show to act as fools, and he's a very very busy guy, he had to save his energy to become fool in the show, thus. he's very reserved... i applaud him for his hardworks, and yes he deserved it...
on the other hand, i was a lil' bit drawn to xiao gui... yes! i know he's cute and fool as well, but dunno when i see him in real life, he's friendly heheheheeh :D :D :D... i have no word to describe him, gotta see it for yourself.
what made me pissed that day, was the way the crew act. Maybe it's embed in the people here, that they acted so rude, so annoying, not even a glimpse of friendliness. I think they need to see how we do our broadcast back home... they make me really want to break them into pieces... afterall i used to work in tv station, did a lot of thigs that the did too.. i'm majoring in media... bloody heck.........~`~~~~~~~ I hate taiwan service... they're so full of themselves, and no act of warmess at all... plus i broke my camera that day, and i have to quote to sony soon... coz' i need it... dang~~~~~~~~
the people here need to be educated on SERVICE~~~~~~~~
written by: dorayaki
Labels: bang bang tang, gtv, nan quan mama, service, taiwan, vanness, xiao gui, xiao zhu, yu le bai fen bai
Our aspirations, are wrapped up in books.
Our inclinations are hidden in looks.
ambear
eight
nai
bimmy
carol
마리아
Helgi
Jane
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
designer DancingSheep
modified by onigiri@oniyaki.blogspot.com
hits
Our inclinations are hidden in looks.
{/casts --
ambear
eight
nai
bimmy
carol
마리아
Helgi
Jane
{/old scripts --
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
{/credit title --
designer DancingSheep
modified by onigiri@oniyaki.blogspot.com
hits
This is just a modern rock song,
This is just a tender affair ...
This is just a tender affair ...
{/speech --