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everyone has their own various bad habits.
picking the nose, biting the nails, pulling the hair, smoking (that if you consider smoking as a bad habit - which i dont) etc etc.
And as for my bad habit.. Well, i love to pick on my ears, digging the both ear canals like a possessed woman. Last year, i left the cotton from the cotton swab inside of my right ear. I had to go to the doctor to get the thing out of my ear. Did it stop me from shoving things into my ears ? hell, no.
Being a wayward one, i refused to pay attention to my doctor's advice [which was : stop picking your ears ! you have different ear canal than others, if you pick your ears carelessly, you'll damage your eardrums !]. Pfft..little does the doctor know that i found my consolation in "ear cleaning".
However, little did i know that my efforts of "ear cleaning" would lead me into the dark pit of agony..
Last Friday, my left ear was itching badly. I stuck my sweet little finger into the ear canal and scratched it until i felt a tinge of pain which finally stopped me from doing it. On saturday, i started to feel the throbbing pain inside of my left ear and the pain was getting worst on sunday. I had to pop some painkillers to ease the pain in the ear. I finally decided to go to see my doctor again on Monday. And when i woke up on monday morning, i felt a slight pain inside of my right ear. Oh shit, i thought. Pause and rewind.. did i pick on my right earr on friday ? yes i did. Saturday ? yes i did. Sunday ? yes i did. doh!
when i finally got examined by my doctor, he said that my bad habit has injured both of my ear canals. And the result of the injuries is abscesses in both of my ears. yuck. one abscess in the left ear and one abscess in the right ear. My doctor, being sarcastic as he always is, told me to enjoy the pain i have caused by myself. He did tell me again to stop sticking stuff inside my ears and this time i am surely going to follow his words.
Yes, the pain was terrible.
I can't really eat, because it's hard for me to chew the food.
I can't have a proper sleep because i usually sleep sideways but thanks to the abscesses, i cant do it anymore until i get better.
But there's another thing which hurts me more than the physical pain, which is the outrageous bills of the doctor and the medicine >.<
im pretty much sure that after this, i am going to stop pickin my ears...
or maybe not... but i'll remind myself of the bills, that will make me stop..

-onigiri-

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